I touched down AS Airport at 7:30am headed to Hospital straight away... to see him lying on his bed... having tubes all over.. mouth n nose... stagnant... blood stain around his teeth and cracked lips... it broke my heart.
I held his hand, spoke to his ear , :” Kor, I m here d...”
And tell him all the words I wanted to say to him.
Doctor came around 9am, told me maybe 2 more days...
His blood is infected with super bacteria that is resistance to all antibiotic.
Today they gave him the last shot - most powerful antibiotic, but will impact the kidney...
I told doctor I don’t see how his body is able to recover the antibiotic side-effect even if the super drug is responsive. Doc said they will do what they can.
I told doctor, just make sure no struggling for him during final moment. That’s all we asked.
Looking at his monitor reading and his very water-retention arms, he is fading fast...
I love you, Kor... but if the body is really no longer able to function, please let go.
You have fought well, we are proud of you ...
5:30pm I got hold of Brother 如德 to get a closed Buddhist monk to come over and gave Ting a short Dhamma talk and blessings. As we no longer being allowed to enter his room due to risk of us being infected by the patient (this time around), I got a green light from staff nurse to go in with full infection control wear head to toe. I took my phone and the 念佛机师父gave to Ting and fix it on. I dialed from my phone with speaker on near to Ting’s ear and 师父 talk over.
I hope Ting can benefit from this session and may Ting find peace and strength.
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Time now is closed to 9pm. I am still in the hospital, at cafeteria, wrapping up my post.
Kor, you are on your own now. But you are not alone, we will be by your side, for better or worse.